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so yeah, My BF is gone for a week with his fam on vacation. WHICH SUCKS FOR ME. but , for his is probably doesn't suck.
So while I'm waiting here, doing pretty much nothing, I have made a act with myself to not call or send him messages or contact him unless he contacts me first.
I got a call from him yesterday, but it was in an area where i have no reception, I tried calling him back, but he didn't answer. I left a message, but the more I think abou tit, the more I'm thinking that he dailed the wrong number. Which sucks major for me. It;s only been two days, and I've held out so far, my goal is to be good and distract myself while he's away.

I need practice in not missing people so much, since I will be away from everyone, and won't get to do anything.
I'm worried that people are distancing themselves away from me so that they don't have to worry about me when I'm gone. I guess killing me softly would be a good way to put it. But that can't be right. oh well, whatever.