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Lately this week has been boring. One of my friends is at her Dad's in Florida for the whole summer. One is in Raleigh and even though it is only a two hour car ride I hardly ever see her. We don't have available transport to meet up. Three of my other friends work weekends and odd nights. There isn't anything to do around my town. It is so small. There is nothing close and fun to do with air condition. Since it is Saturday none of my friends are free my mom and dad are working leaving me and my little sister in the house. I am not allowed to leave her alone in the house and i am not bringing her to my friends house. Technically speaking i am not allowed over to their house anyways. I made the mistake of saying that their friends smoke, do drugs, ect. Whoops! I am now not allowed to go over to their house. They are worried about me because i would be around people like that and i may start picking up certain habits. Which is total bogus. We used to go to temple with a neighborhood family. The daughter's friend had some questionable habits. The daughter didn't pick them up. Anyways I wouldn't bring my sister anyways b/c she hates all my friends and rains on my parade when she is around them.

I finished Cyrano de Bergac last night for the fifth time. I love the story. It isn't a classic boy meets girl story. The hero doesn't really have a happy ending. His love is not requited until the moment he dies. I cried and cried during the last scene, like always. I like Cyrano because he isn't afraid to die. He is always looking for a fight but is the most honorable man in the play. He may be a bit too honorable, he doesn't accept charity even when he is in grave need. I feel a little sorry for his character. He knows that because he is physically different he can't live normally. Not many people truly accept his looks even his cousin who he is in love with. Yet he never gives up. He is so in love with her he takes it upon himself to help her with her love interest...I need to eat I am getting distracted. Red forest cake here I come!!

My mood: hungry