I wrote this because I want to leave you my promise in writing.
I'm sorry that you aren't coming with me. To be honest, I thought long and hard about it, but please understand.
Izanami...is one of the first places that I have truly been able to call my home. This is the first place where everyone has been so kind to me...my first real family. This place is all that I have and love. And most importantly, you are here. The thing I love most.
To me, I'm leaving the things that I have and love now to find out all the things I had and loved before now. I don't know many things about myself...things most normal people would know. I don't know my parents...I don't know where I was born...or why nobody wanted me.
So I want to know.
I'm coming back no matter what. So keep me in your mind,and I'll keep you in my heart. You'll be my driving force back home. And when I come back, I'll be able to jump into the arms of the one I'll miss so much. I love you so much. That's why I cried then. I love you so much that I couldn't bare to hurt you, but then I was so happy to have you at the same time.You were my first, and will hopefully be my last.
I know you can fight. Your one of the strongest people I know, but I need you here. I can take care of myself. I'm pretty strong,too y'know!!I have something I need you to do for me. The necklace on my dresser...silver with a red jewel...I need you to give it to Kino for me. It's from her brother, Katsuro. Tell Vexen and Zexion I said thank you for their help.
Last but not least, I left you something...the shell around your neck...I've wanted to sing for you for a very long time. Hopefully, you'll be able to hear my song in the shell. That's my voice...when you get lonely...just carry the shell around your neck and listen to me.
This is all, take care of yourself and don't miss me too much. And remember,
I Love You.
I'll be back before you know it!
-Cheru
