The figure of a woman stands on a tall hill, casting a large shadow down the side of it. a light breeze sweeps the rolling grass and makes her light clothing slightly quiver in the moonlight. her eyes are deep and vast, portraying many emotions all at once, but her face shows anger and sorrow. her dark eyes flit from one spot to another as she survays the land before her. while looking she sees a shadow move from just under the moonlit plain. her eyes fix on the shadow as it moves closer. a small smile works its way on her face as she sees the shadow slowly melt into the figure of a man. He walks next to her and looks up with a smile on his face.
-are you ok?-
"no....i have many things on my mind"
-anything i can help with?-
"i dont think so. I just feel like i can't do anythig right, like im allways ******** things up"
-i don't think you ******** anything up-
She looks away, her eyes starting to water
"then it's just me....but i can't stand anything else.... i stand strong for everyone, placing my feeling aside to help others... and it's killing me...it really is"
-i'm here for you-
She smiles slightly and looks into the young mans eyes
"i know you are...and i thank you for it. but i could never put my problem on another"
-it isnt like your bothering us-
"i know...i know. but i feel like my problems are just that....my own. if i cant handle them why should i make someone else do it?. it isnt fair to them."
his eyes start to water and a small tear forms in his eye
-so you let it tare you apart from the inside rather than tell someone about it?!-
"yes...because if i did, everything taring me apart would go to someone else...and it would be my fault."
he starts to cry a little as she pulls a blade from its holster
-dont-
"im sorry... but i cant stand it anymore. tell the others i love them"
he reaches for the blade, but she pulls it away.
"it has to be done my dearest"
he drops to his knees pleading for her not to
-please?...do it for us...for mom-
"i have caused you them and mom enough problems..it must be done"
She bends over and kisses him on the forhead
"i loved you like a brother little one....just know that. now you have to walk away and you cant look back"
-i would NEVER do that-
"walk away little one"
-NO-
"WALK AWAY!! and promise me....you wont look back"
he crys even harder and slowly stands up. he hugs her and she hugs him back, holding him tightly.
-i love you...-
tears fall from her eyes...she hadnt expected it to be this hard.
"i love you too...and all the others. tell them that wont you?"
he nods then lets go, slowly stepping back. he turns and slowly walks away. She drags the blade across her throte. He hears the sound of the blade cutting, and he turns around in time to see her drop to her knees. He runs to her, crying harder than ever. He drags her down the hill and to a large medow next to a lake. He lay her there, dead, as he crys.
 X_A Beautiful Disgrace_X · Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 08:44pm · 0 Comments |
