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I don't want to talk to anyone, srry. I feel like s**t, I think I am. I hate what happened. For I helpe din ti. I agreed and so did ....I hate it, what if I was worng? What if I'm right? I hate this! I hate this! Why? I did a big thing and now I'm worried, I don't know why.....I am stupid. I am smart.....hell no. I hat e this I hate this so much. Why did I agree........No one talk to me I did this to myself. I agreed, no nothing perverted but something strong. I messed up everything I scerwed up my life.....Why? I hope if I can't do well I can go back.....Can I? Will it? Could h-? SHould I? WHy? WHy did I do this? WHy me of things? Why couldn't I? I deserved it mostly.....I would mess up everything if not......Why?
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I feel like this....no one judge me on my writing but judge me on what I did....I will not say........I feel like crap......Whill you forgive me? Will h- forgive me? Why? I did a wrong thing.