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I never realized just how little my relatives and friends appear to see me as.

The immature little 4 year old who can't be told the truth or what is really going on.

I mean, sure...I don't always live in reality..because I believe it can be altered if you find the right path...but that doesn't mean I wasn't taking thing seriously.


Which is why it pisses me off that my ENTIRE family tried to hide the truth at how bad things really are finacially and physically.

I had to rely on 4th hand-me-down information from MY SISTER.

This would be the sister that has undermined and manipulated me since I was 7 when it came to secrets.

There is something severely twisted about that.

Also, it's worse that my life WITHOUT the real truths is crippling as it is.
Now it's just poisoning.


Other than that...things still suck.

But hey...I have a new shirt on that my sister bought.

Don't worry, it was one dollar each. It's red.