THIS DAY IS THE WORST DAY IN MY LIFE! WORSE THEN THE DAY THAT MAKES MY-LE JOKE AND SAY "Lets talk about Lane(y)'s childhood!"
MY DAD SENT AARON AWAY!
You can shave my hair off, pull my eyes out with sissors, cut my fingers and toes off, papercut me EVERYWHERE and throw me into a jiant tank of salt water and you know what? I WOULD PREFER THAT!
He can take anything from me but the person that is my own brother! He may be my half brother, and not related to my dad (thus my dad not liking him as much as he would a son) but that is NOT COOL! NOT COOL! AHHHHHHHHHHH!
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Aaron is the only person in the world that would make me pour gasoline all over myself and light a match if he dies just to be with him! Dad has torn that bond apart and made it impossable! He was sent to my Mothers.
Thats right! Aaron was sent to Mom's house. That is the only place I can not go. And not by law. Law says I can go there and see my mom, but my dad is an a**. MY DAD MADE A DEAL WITH MY MOTHER THAT IF HE GIVES HER AARON THEN SHE WILL NOT SEE ME AND ALL HER PHONE CALLS WILL BE ONE HOUR AND ONLY ON MONDAY NIGHTS WITH HIM MOINETERING THEM.
SHOOT HIM! I AM GOING TO FREAKEN SHOOT HIM! MY GOSH!
Is that his deal to make? I am on the verge of setting the house on fire. All I have to do is tell my dad I was making boiled eggs, forgot to turn the gas off and lit a candle. -_- UGHHHH! SHOOOOOT HIM!
My dad is the freaken devil. He makes fun of old women for not dying their hair after it turns grey, calls my friends suicidal tards behind their backs and in front of me, talks crap about mom, always yells at Aaron for stuff his FRIENDS do (We got robbed by Aaron's friend in the middle of the night when we were all asleep, they got in through the back door and took a bunch of stuff. They were high. Aaron gets blamed!), yells at me when I defend my mom or aaron, accuses me of "going around" and being a prostitute (Dad, I got that money mowing YOUR lawn and from you for the mall and stuff! Memory disorder much?), bet my grandma (the one that sends me dog food for my birthday) that I would get an abortion before I hit 16, says I look like a whore, says I am the worst daughter born because of this 'tone' I use on him, gets into a screaming fit if I smile while on the phone with mom, has threatened to shave my hair off because it looks like 'prostitute hair', cheats on the female devil (kari) with women and lies and says they were all lady workers he works with.
If anyone deserves to DIE it is him. I have got to get out of this house or something. The only way I held my composure before was to vent with Aaron. Now he was sent to Moms! He hates going there because he misses his friends and there is nothing to do! I found the house on yahoo maps and printed it out. It is a 3 hour car drive. I dont have a bike. I have a plan that in September while my dad is retaking the baby bar (takes 2 days) I will steal his bike and bike up there. I dont care how much he punishes me! I dont care anymore about what the devil says! I will go and I will refuse to go back!
Aaron had a plan here too! he was going to go to seiara collage and work and frys untill he graduates.
Ya know I am crying right now? I dont cry. I have not cried because I was sad for more then 5 years. Not just teary eyes, I am having a spazzy cry here full of hicups and screams. My dad is still on his way home from droping Aaron off. My dad is dead to me now. Aaron I wont be able to talk to to for more then a few minutes every friday! Oh give me the gasoline.
Edit: I just found out it got worse. I wont phisicaly see him for 4 years OR TALK TO HIM. My dad said that I will use the time I was givin to talk to my mom and not my brother. So that means I dont have a brother for the next four years. WHERE IS THAT GASOLINE?!
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