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July 23, 2008 @ 7:15pm

Well...as of late i've been feeling a little down I guess. The reasons why I don't really feel like naming. I kinda wanna go hide in a corner and think to myself for a long time or something...I don't know...I just wish I wasn't so alone. I wanna put up the poem I wrote earlier...but I dunno. Well whatever, you people probably wanna know it anyway. So here it is...


When I was young...
life was grand
I had not yet seen the cruelty of the world
As the years had passed life was still ok
All the bad things had stayed at bay...
I thought for just a moment that nothing could go wrong
But about a year later I discovered not
Almost all of the ones important to me had gone
Some of them dead and some of them...well not
I tried to push past all that and see the light
But it seemed like an endless river of eternal blackness
I searched and searched but yet to a loss...no light
Once I gave up I began to change...
My eyes now dark and give an icy stare
My features, rough and ragged
My skin turned from a nice tan to a cold pale
Soon enough my friends that I still had called me different...and strange
I turn away from them now...pushing them away...
Farther and farther away
Some of my even closest friends used me after that
They thought that it wouldn't matter considering I was almost lifeless
My mind had exploded...
And my heart was already lost in the blackness
Won't anyone save me
Won't anyone free me from this cage
Please...somebody...anybody...
I'm hurting and I don't know what to do
Someone be my savior
Just this once...

Yeah...that was my poem...kinda depressing I know. But yeah...well that's bout it.