I'm back!!
Sorry I haven't been on lately well, not enough to actually chat with anyone. I have been with my best friend. My mom actually let me stay over at her house. The second time in the entirety of our friendship. I had the bestest time. I had time to talk with her, play with her little cousin (who is absolutely adorable). I like little children because they don't understand how things work in the real world. They are still in that frame of mind that they the world they are in is theirs to do anything. And he is just so dang adorable!! We blowed bubbles together for awhile. It's one of my favorite time killers and he just loves bubbles. We probably annoyed my friend then anything else. Heh heh...
Anyway, i finally got out of my family's eyes. They are everywhere and are overprotective of me. It felt really good to get away. When she comes over to my house we don't get to hang with just the two of us. There is always a third person or someone listening. At her house I feel like we can talk. And her friends are the type of people I like to hang out with but they don't exist in my school. A hick school like mine doesn't have anyone interesting or anything near what they are like.
I am spending the night at another friends house tonight too. So i won't be on later or tomorrow until the afternoon. I might go to another friends house tomorrow night as well. smile I haven't really been at my house for two days or seen my dad in a week. It feels...good. I almost hate to say it....My mom would freak. There are a few issues about that but I'll go into that another time. It can get lengthy. I won;t even start.
My Mood: sleepy and hungry (go figure)
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This is my outlet for anger and frustration and a way for my friends to know whats going on.