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i would really like for this school year to be over with.....and it hasnt even started yet. dont get me wrong, i love being in high school. i get to see all my friends, i have some independence, i dont have to pay rent, and im not quite an adult yet. but i hate actually having to attend a high school where every time i turn my back, there's a new rumor about me. its a load of bull.

and i've come to the realization that i am almost an adult, and senior year is going to go by incrediblly fast....and it saddens me.....i have some really good friends going away to college right after high school. one of my close friends who graduated last year is going to kentucky.....one of my friends who graduates this year is going to wisconsion...and another down south...and im want to go to a school in virgina...but i might take a year off first...i just dont know...and i think thats what scares me the most...i dont know wat im going to do right away after high school...

i mean, the school i want to go to looks like it was made for me....but its just so far away from my friends. . .and damien. . .i dont want to be so far away from him. . .

i dont have to decide this tonight. . .i dont have to decide this for a little while now... i need to stop thinkin about it... im givin myself a head ache. . .

xXbrittanyXx