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his touch though warm
feels freezing cold
as he reaches and wraps
in his arms i'm gently fold

my hearts still beating
i'm faking at life
inside i'm dead and bleeding
broken and cut thru from your knife

see the smile
hear the happy tone
cant see them fade
when you leave me alone

tired and beaten, broken down
you say you care
but as i talk
all i feel is your blank stare

sadness is creeping
surrounded but alone
to me there is no one
no where no place to call home

true family lost me long ago
from beatings and bruises i hide
when called into question
i say no but i lied

now that is past
i thought i'd finally found
the one who heals me
my stable ground

but do you really love?
do you even care?
you barely ever listened
i feel you but are you even there?

my hearts so banged up
so bloody broken beaten
i fake happiness so well
how can you tell when i'm here or defeated?

as i fade into the black
would you even call me back?
as the rope looses slack
you turn cold and let me fall