omg i'm really-really-really-really-really-really-to the 10000000000000 power sorry that i havn't updated in like....ever! >< haha.....hmm so yah as the title of this journal entry states, i've recieved inspiration from a very awsome friend of mine, and that inspiration decided to convince myself to update my own journal here...so here is an update of my life...
WE'VE STARTED CHARTING IN MARCHING BAND!!! WOOT!! ~0(>< wink 0~ even though charting is really tireing i still like it better than being it pit! >< but every pratice i feel more and more exaughsted, i can feel myself getting stronger because now i can hold my cymbals longer without my arms feeling really sore and giving out!! :] sooo yay for the cymbals training for those moments. but although i know i'm improving i'm still having much difficulty playing and marching. Yes...i know...i such at multi-tasking, and marching and playing just isn't doing anything to help me!!! xp LoL!! but i am sorta happy that the show is coming along faster than anyone expected, and before u know it we'll start charting second movement anytime now...which should be exciting since i don't play....so that means AWSOME VISUALS!!! WOOT! :]
now to skool....eww...skool is already stsarting to suck and its been wat...2 weeks?? ewww...i hate skool already..i mean who really wants to learn for in hour in 5 different classes a day (except Wed.) and also get piles of hw. to bad i have too! the only good thing about skool is getting to see ur friends and peers. so WOHOO to that...which is probably the only kool thing about high skool.
hmm..wat else? i've been able to have a really close group of friends now after some incidents, and now even though i've lost some friends, i've gained some also. so i know that i've started off the skool year pretty rough, but i'm hoping/praying that skool year will continue to get better over the years. but i'm happy that i hang out with people i <3 and trust and can feel completely comfortable around!! >< even if they give me their contageous (did i spell that right too??? idk....my spelling sucks!!!) klutzy disease!! (*cough*ambii*cough*) but as i think back to where i was a year ago, i was a shy freshman who still had her "solid" group of eight friends that she thought would last till the end of high skool, who was trying to adjust to the new people and atmosphere. but there came the change. i expreianced more drama in my group (falling into the drama myself once) splitting of friends, scars, and memories that i can't forget, yet can sometimes regret. even though at the time i knew wat i was doing, i can still think back and regret on the actions that i have done in the past, and hope that u can do the same. cuz even when we regret and live in the past, oesn't regret help us learn from our mistake, and help us to avoid from doing it again in our future? even though people say to live life with no regrets, shouldn't we regret so we can learn from our mistake??? as long as we don't live in the past of our regret then we will be able to move foreward. that's wat i think. that's why after a hectic summer, i've hopefully lerned my mistake, and am moving foreward with people i'm comfortable with and love. taking each moment day to day. :] lol....but as long as i have people in my life that can make laugh and smile, i know that life isn't bad.....and even with the hardships and drama....i can mae it through...cuz just because one day was a bad day, doesn't mean that tomorrow will be the same!! just as long as u can :] and move on.....
---sadame---
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