You aggravate me so
talking about things that you don't know
making the rage build inside
forcing me to find a place to hide
the things i really want to say
i cant, but i want to
i want to make u understand what I'm going through
because i chose to be with you
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nobody cares what i think
because nobody cares about me
their to busy with carrying on their useless lives
then to bother carrying about anyone else
so i sit on the side lines of life
watching as everyone passes me by
i had a chance to be one of them once
but a little mistake drove me over the edge
and off that busy freeway of well mannered people
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My Useless life will come to an end one of these days
in pain and misery like the life that i have lead these years
Ever lying, ever changing who i am month by month
Douting everything and anything i was or will be each passing second
my tortured body keeps moving, keeps breathing, keeps being alive every minute
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The life I live and the sights I’ve seen
They’re just one big blur to me
Time is taking my memories and running away
They slip away slowly like a leaky faucet
My head, like a rusty ratchet, tries to stop the flow
It beaks making the memories gush out evermore
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The words you say
And the ones you don’t
Are pushing me away
And this time I wont
I wont try and stop
I wont forgive you this time
In your court the ball will drop
It’s your move, so grow a spine
Stop telling me I wont succeed
I try my hardest to prove you wrong
To you it will never be enough until I bleed
You wouldn’t notice if I disappeared in a throng
Of people, depressed and all alone
You pushed me here with ever word
With the hate you have sown
Wishing I could escape like an un-caged bird
Forever free, forever soaring strong
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I am evil and theres nothing you can do but to obey! {motto}
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