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Well school is going to start soon and i am so confused. i still dont know what to do about my dream. i have not had it in a while but it still haunts me. I dont like my ex, he is the worst bf bf ever (but i was madly in love with him) and it would be a huge mistake to get back with him. And i will have to see him everyday at school bc we r both in the top orchastra and i will see him. and well we r still kinda friends so he is gonna want to talk to me i dont know what to do HELP!!! and to make matters worse one of my best friends who i thought used to like me has just told me that he never moved on. that he has allways loved me. and now i feel like im in one of thoses moveies were the dorky boy loves the b***h girl and she wants nothing to do with him. IM the b***h! i dont want nothing to do with my friend but i only see him as my friend he is like a brother to me and i have no idea what to do! please someone HELP!