Dear Micheal,
How are you? I, myself, am having problems. I dont' want to go into details, but this place is getting worse and wrose. And when they fall, I will fall with them. It's like I am chained, but the chain has slack. But barely. I have never felt so... contained then I am feeling now. I hope, where ever you are, that you are safe. You may not be happy, but you are safe.
I have a new job given to me by Mr. and Mrs. Deward. I am forced to clean their tools when they are done with their victims. It's horrible. I can hear the screams of the men and women and children they bring here. Their cries for help haunt my every dream. The blood, there is so much of it as of late. More blood then there's ever been. I refuse to feed on the blood from the tools. It'd be so.... dirty of me.
I want to feed. I need to feed soon or I'll die. I feel myself weakening more and more day after day. I wish Victor was still alive. He would help me. Even if I betrayed the covent. But Marcus, he won't help me. He'll leave me to rot in this place. He'll leave me to suffer. I have never felt so close to death then I feel now.
Life, I realise, isn't all that long like I said it was. Even when I'm a Vampire, I realise that if I don't feed, I will die. Remember how, when we were locked in that room, we talked of how short lived humans are? Well, I feel human now. I feel short lived and vulerable like a human does. I feel that death is at my door way and it's steadying its self to come in and take my soul to hell.
Look at me. I'm babbling like a worried mother. I hope to escape and see you soon. I miss you. I really do. But you are the one I'm living for. So, I will find a way to feed and I will escape and I will find you. Rest asured, I will come to you. One day. One day soon. I love you, Micheal.
Your Vampire lover,
-Sage
Lovelessxx00 Community Member 
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