everything i say is just selfish of me
i wollow in my self loathing and i dont expect you to feel pitty
i dont know what to do
i just want you happy
having space is the best thing right now
but its torturing
there i go again with my selfishness
i just dont know...
this is the hardest thing we may ever encounter
i dont even know how to end this entry right
i... i...
i want you to be happy