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...Alrighty well were should I start..let's see I made the high school volleyball team and we've been practicing for at least 3 months. I've been the A squad blocker for those 3 months...so you'd think i'd play during our first game right?...FRIGGIN WRONG!!!!!.....how should I put this..the coach only talks to me when she ABSOLUTELY has to....she'll even have someone else tell me something if she can!...DAMMIT the only gosh damn in hell reason i'm on the team is because the varsity coach wants me to play varsity next year..and our school has this STUPID rule that you have to try out for JV if you want to play varsity volleyball....the stinkin JV coach like has a PASSION OD DISLIKE TOWARDS ME!!!.....

...so today i woke up at 6 went down to the school...waited for everyone when ppl finally came we just hung out...finally we leave for waimea high school to play... when were finally about to play and everyones all changed and hyped up the coach calls me on the side...AND she doesnt even have the nerve to tell me she wants to talk wit me...she goes and has my friend bryana come up to me!...she makes me go outside wit her while they warm-up...she tells me this:
"Su'ulei(my vball name) dont expect to be playing today." then I asked her why..and whats her answer?
"You don't smile during practice and your level of play is to high. Maybe you'll play next saturday, but today you'll stay on the bench."

AND OF COURSE THE WHORE HAS TO TELL ME WHEN I'M SUITED UP AND READY AND ALL FRIGGIN HYPED UP!!!!!......oh and i get to sit on the bench like and idiot all 5 GAMES!!!!.....oh and heres the best part!...the only reason i let her call me su'ulei is because she cant remember courtney..how in the hell do you remember suulei but NOT COURTNEY!!!!!.................and EXCUSE ME IF I DONT SMILE WHILE TRYING TO PLAY A COMPETITIVE GAME....DAMMIT ITS HIGHSCHOOL BALL NOT NO DAMN COMMUNITY!!!!..............that coach gets on my nerves..i swear if i was the best player in the friggin universe and voted Miss Smiles alot she'd still think of somethin n tell me i aint playin........and the worse part is she plays me A squad during practices and i bus my butt trying to do my best!......AHHHHHH!!!!!