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It's Sunday night.
David isn't on.
I look for Mano, the legendary snail. (lol)
I see aznanime184, a level 84 Hermit, (OMFG SO PRO) standing in the corner.
And I see a noob. Waiting for Mano also.
The noob starts being annoying.
Immediately, the pro, whose name is Shawn, comes to my defense.
I fall into the silky sheets of my bed smiling.
God has given me a U-turn.
The next day i wake up with my happy song playing in my head.
I am no longer bound by the lack of David's presence.
One of the biggest depressions of my life is over.
And I have Shawn to thank for it.
I realize now my mood does not depend upon David.
Just about anyone can make me feel happy.
But I also realize that David doesn't love me anymore. sad
If he did, he'd get his lazy a** online once in a while. stare
I am giving him until a ate in September, which is not decided yet, to get on AT LEAST ONCE.
Anyone could do that, right?
WRONG!
David, apparently, cant. stare
If he loves me, he has to prove it. he hasn't been proving it lately.
I hate meaningless relationships. (one of the reasons I don't date online 98% of the time.)