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Have you ever felt your heart,
Being torn three ways?
What are you supposed to do?
You can't be with one,
Without hurting the others,
But I really don't know how to choose.
They all have their up's,
(So sunny and fun)
And they all have their down's,
(Though for this to each their own)
They all make my heart,
Flutter and pound.
Now I know that you are reading this,
And it bothers me a lot,
To know that I have caused you pain,
Just by writing down this thought.
I ask that you not speak of this,
It tourtures me enough,
To know that I am causing pain,
And to know that I'm not good enough.
I don't deserve any of them,
They are all far to nice.
But I can't help how I feel!
....Sometimes I wish....,
To simply cease being.
So the pain I cause,
Would simply fade.