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~*School just starting with early gossip.

Yea, there's already talk going around. First we have the Kayli and Tanner break-up, which is really old, and no one should be worrying, or talking about it, except Kayli herself.
Then there's the talk about me going to Thailand for one year, and my parents divorce. The divorce was already known in the school but i'm guessing me going to Thailand is pretty new, and many kids are begging me to stay, but i'm causing my mom enough stress as is already, i'll be back for high school and thats all that matters.
New students and New teachers, most talked subject of, right now. Mr. Marchbanks and Mr. Shro- never could actually spell his actual german last name. Retired, everyone cheered. I did for Marchbanks, i almost cried for, the other teacher. His wife needed the retirment badly, i swear she's crazy! But he was the best teacher i ever had. My math grades went up because of him, he made everything simple.
New students is a huge no-no for me right now. This girl name Aerial visited near the end of school for a while. She's like a Wanna-be scene person, i guess? [[Go find out what scene means]] Anyways, she's scary. She has been to CCA before but she went to some public school for some certain reason. She had this crush on Tanner in kindergarten I heard, and it looks like she came back for him? I dunno, not my big deal. She scared the crap out of David Park though, she kept staring at him. Also this girl named Sarah Y. I met her at Bernadine's birthday party. I actually felt like a lesbian, i was surrounded by girls at the party, i think i said something about Britney Spears, that offended Sarah so much. I think i said she was somewhat stupid, and fat. It's my opinion, but for some reason it affected her big time. She is a bit chubby, but she has curves, she's gorgeous, yet she thought i was calling her fat. She's not Britney Spears? So Sarah knows me as the Skinny stick girl. Next thing you know it, she'll gang up with Kayli, i'll be packing for Thailand before they get me.
'Ohmigawd they're going out!' talk. Bernadine and Ariana are big mouths at times, and Ariana constantly teases Bernadine about me going out with Tanner. OK. I saw him once this summer, and i was with Sammi also, it was the most boring day of my life. It wasn't romantic, or fun, it was plain boring. It was ackward. Really. Nothing lovely about it. I haven't heard from him since. But sadly my words don't count big enough, Jr.High party was just enough evidence to talk about i guess.
Flirting.
and
Physical Contact.
They think of almost everything. I guess my birthday party could be talked about also, but my mom was partially drunk and not enough kids were there to see me be so close to Tanner. I think everyone was distracted by my mothers constant drunk flirting with young kids, and covering their ears when she talked about me and my mom's underwear.
The Kayli and Arriya battle should be over, but the Emily and Arriya battle still lives on, while the Tiffany and Arriya battle is just getting started. Emily like just won't get off my back with this Tanner crap, seriously! I don't think i have time to be love-sick, but just support my mother in getting a job. Tiffany Dang [[funny last name?]], Like come on, Dang Tiffany, she is so stupid. Really, it ticks me off, can she ever take a hint when she's annoying someone? The spanish teacher wanted to rip her hair out. I guess we just fought alot because we thought differently. Dumb. Smart. Girly. Not-so-Girly. She gave me the worst insults, like fatty. WTF? Do i look fat? Call me a skinny b***h, OK, you're almost there. But fatty? She signed my yearbook saying, We got off the wrong foot. Hopefully we'll be friends. i hope she was joking. She was, right? No chance in this world, shall we be friends. We're to different, and don't give me that oppisites attract crap. I don't want wise-talk right now.
Pretty much, the people i would hang out with will always be with me. I don't think i'll get new friends, the 6th graders, or new 7th graders shall i say, are annoying. The kids, or boys, act like 6 year-olds and are funny, but not in a good way. The girls, are trying way to hard to fit in the Kayli crowd. They aren't really being themselves, because of that i never really tried to make a good impression in front of them. I may stir up alot of drama with going away from CCA, Tanner might kill me to hear that, then, hearing that i won't be attending CCA in high school. If he's really sure he likes me, let him confess. If not, once i'm on that plane i'll be writing my letter to him. Bernadine and Hailey would give it to him. What exactly would i say? Well, i don't know exactly, but alot of deep secrets and alot of revealing to do. Riley, Sammi, don't start with the confessing s**t, it's annoying.
One understands about it.
The other doesn't.
Yea, since we're older and it's all talk, confessing is a scary thing to think about right now. I don't care if one of you guys confessed already to a girl or boy, it's me, and it's way different how i think. You should know how I think, love is one hell of a complicated word, and i think of love like a totally different thing.
It's depressing, and bittersweet. Heart wrenching, and sends you flying. Mix of emotions, tears, and blushes.
Really hard to explain.
Oh one last thing, if you're thinking how do i know so much? How am I able to collect so much without leaving my house? Yea, i know i've been at home, dealing with Thailand, Divorce family drama. But i guess i made closest friends with the popular guy i guess? It put's my friends at the top, so they are able to moniter this crap.
Anything i say can be pretty old, i receive it last, but this time, i swear, it's all new.