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~*First day of school.

Well are you wondering how my first day of school went, as an 8th grader? It was OK i guess, i felt like a 7th grader still. Didn't feel in charge like i was in 6th grade, but, it was good to see everyone. There's this one korean kid who's HUGE. Not fat huge, but like tall wise. Madyson said i looked awfully cute standing next to him. The guy scares me, he's to tall to be like a 8th grader! I'm a mouse compared to him!!
Edward tried his best to not to be around me as always, but he's my dog, so he has to come back eventually. Kenny, yea, we talked most likely alot. He's in my math class and our teacher is Mr.Gray, he's pretty cool. He doesn't give us homework, he carefully described why he hates homework so much.
'I hate it with a passion.'
Is what he said. I couldn't agree better. The Kayli group did their best and backed off, they didn't do anything bad, but purposly bumping into me a couple of times got on my nerves. Everyone only talks about me going to Thailand. It really got annoying, Kenny, Taylor, Hailey, Ariana and Bernadine and even people i didn't know well. I wanted to talk about something else instead of my trip going away.
Tanner, yea, we didn't talk so much but if you were there, he really looked at me differently. Like really different, like a cool guy look, but a bit shy. Being in the same class as him, i notice something, he just asks alot of questions. Kenny and I communicate differently i guess, in math class we are given chalk boards to write on, and we usually lift that board up when Mr. Gray is looking away and read each others messages.
-scribble-
So r u rly goin to thai?
Kenny asks.
-scribble-
Who told you that?
I ask.
Im cool
Kenny replies.
Tanner told his whole gang. People asked alot of questions. It got on my nerves etc. Lunch is the same except we have Sarah sitting with us the new kid, and by the way, Megan she also is in our school now! The one who's username is neji something. . . .
If you want to know if any drama happened, no it did not. the only thing that bugged me was how Tanner wasn't being himself. Kenny and Taylor so on whisper on to him while i'm around. Most 'popular' kids who talked and laughed with me, look at me so differently. Oh look it's Tanner new Gf. Yea. No. Kris Rose and Grace Hancock, yea, not so sure about them. They don't seem close. Maybe a break up happened again?
Aerial that new girl has the weirdest fashion, bright colors. I mean bright! Her background isn't bright though, she said one of her family members did something to her. I know what, but not so much, so i don't want to get into that really. She kind of creeped me out.
David Park is like super tall. I was standing next to him and he asked if i gotten shorter. I want him to stop growing. Hey, atleast i grew, right? Jamie is shorter then me, and i'm barely passed Kenny.
Ariana is her same old self, she is Tanner obsessed yet more Riley obsesssed now. I can't say one negative thing about Riley [[no offence man, we all have our flaws, right]] or she'll get just pissed off! Really, she has two men, or one [[ha ha]] she is uberly obsessed with? Come on. Twilight i guess is her thing, and it's my thing to, but the 4th book she got all crazy about was like scary.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
Is probably what she said. Sending email with her is kind of annoying, in person it's like hell.
It felt like any old day, nothing new. No one looks so differently, they act a bit differently. Der. Tanner, i sure know that. But other people as well. Hailey who once was the angel, is pretty daring now. Has my little magic rubbed off on her? Bernadine, same old, same old, just more girlish. I don't think i changed so much, but i think i'm more organized. My locker? That was random, but i forgot. It's crappy. It's sticky, i can't even close it all the way or it gets stuck. I was practically rapeing my locker just to get it open. Trevor is a freak, though he seems a bit spaced out.
During Chapel we were told to pray for a certain friend, blah blah. Ariana and Hailey gave me this look, Ariana touched my shoulder and whispered 'it's OK.'
Like, i know, but it's done. I'm going, so long, i will miss you guys. Then i peeked up above and saw Tanner sitting with Taylor and David, his eyes worried and his lips mouthed Don't go.
For five seconds i regretted it all. Then i quickly refocused and mouthed I'm sorry and waved.