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itz 10:00 now in my miserable life,
and im still feeling pain from the attack earler that night.

the pain is unberable,and horrible.

i sit on my black and bloody bed and clentch the area where my beating heart once remained.

i dont hve it anymore it was torn out and ripped appart.

the pain stabbs my chest and i try to soothe it but it still remains but itz gotton worse.

the pain now flows through my body and i get still.........................

i stop breathing.........................

and i die.

my soul has left my body in order to look for something better something happy.

but it looks for years and withers away cuz there is no such thing to be found.

now my soul has suffered the same kind of pain........

is there anything that can cure this pain?

i looked and look for years but the isnt anything that can help it.

im in so much pain and i ust want it to go away