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heart Today was a hard day for my mom. Well my older brother, Kolin was in Oregon with my dad and little brother, Drake for about 2 weeks. But as most know, tomorrow's the first day of school. So Kolin needed to be home yesterday. So my dad and little bro brought Kolin home and they recently just left. My mom's heartbroken because other than me, Kolin and Malachi, she's alone. And my dad and Drake, she rarely sees. Personally, I'm able to deal with it because I'm younger and I really don't understand apparently. But still. She misses my little brother. Drake and my mom are like 2 peas on a pod. When they're together, you notice. They laugh and joke and be like a mother-son relationship. I, personally, don't like my little brother. I mean, when I was living with my grandparents, Drake lived with my mom and dad. He doesn't know the grandparents like I do. He has no idea what they're truly like. He's never been involved in that situation. But anyway, other than me despising my younger brothers and not really liking my older ones, I learn to deal with it by never being around. That's the easiest thing for me to do considering when I'm at home, I'm either fighting with my brothers or fighting with my mom. I hate fighting with them but they know how to push my buttons. Like for real real. Lol. But seriously. I love my dad so much that when I see him, I'm actually excited. I'm never usually like that. I never get to see my dad. He lives in Portland, OR while I live in Spokane. It breaks my heart to watch him go. I mean, I like taking road trips and seeing him down there its just that I miss him. No one in my family knows this because I don't tell them anything. Like what happened to me with Russ. I didn't tell my mom until my birthday. She knew it happened its just that she wanted to make sure it was true. But my eyes hurt.. So I think I'm gonna get some shut eye. Love ya! heart
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