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AHHH DISORDER NOW BASSISTLESS

Thats right! i Finaly had the courage to leave the band!! Ive been thinking deeply about this the past 2 weeks. I was deeply thinking if this is what i realy truly wanted. I love playing bass but id would be lie it i said that what i want. My real passion, my real self find its to be on guitar. As i was thinking deeply about what i wanted. i was playing on my guitar. With every time i play notes i found my self in a deeper level. I have come to a conclusion this is what i wanted. I could of stayed with the current band but its not were i wanna be. Im was scared too. Scared to start back from 0 and disorder was finaly getting more popular....i was and scared that i might not find new band members. but then i told myself that was alot of bullshit. I have Andy and im talkig to more musicien at the moment. and i realised laving disorder is a risk , if i dont manage to find a new member to complet a new band then i would be lost with no other musicien..but it told my self this is the risk of leave but im willing to rrisk this for what i realy want. Faire trade. WELL thats all i can say for now!


Sam