The wedding is off. It was just... too big a step. I was very afraid of actually stepping over that threshold. Things are as uncertain as rollicking waves right now, but I think I'll be fine. I'm just leaving notes for my friends here... and hope to get some comments. Well, I know that Nat gets far more comments than I do on his journal, but... yeah. One or two definitely wouldn't hurt.
To Nat: Hey dude... I'm glad you're happy right now, treasure it while you can, alright? Thanks so much for being such a wonderful friend and sworn brother, even though I tend to do evil things to you... like dressing up and all that stuff. I hope you'll be able to get your lip piercing and your freedom sometime soon. *smiles* As long as you're happy.
To Petter: Rawr. You hot-blooded male, you. *playful punch* Thanks for everything you've done for me. Thanks especially for being my protector and watching out for me, I really really appreciate it. *hugs* And I'm sure you'll find what you are seeking in life, too. Who knows, it could be right in front of your nose. And I hope your earring wound heals fast. *pat pat*
To Jorgey: Take care of him! *nod nod* And thanks for being there for me too. I really appreciate it. Don't worry too much about his Japan trip, if you two really love each other, it's going to be but a little obstacle for you.
To Joy: Words can't say how much you've helped me all through my Gaian existence. Truly you're an angel sent to help all of us lost, blumbering souls. Continue to shine for the LORD! *smiles* You've done a really good job so far I'd say. [[ To Matt Foxx: I'm sorry I cling so much. *wry smile* Thanks for all the company and friendship and comfort you gave me! I will do my best to give you the same to the best of my abilities. ]]
To Pip: Hmm. Haven't spoken to you in a long while. I wish you'd hang around a bit more. Thanks for always being the biggest brother of all of us and guiding me along. I still remember you were one of the first people I talked to in the thread. And yes... your blood's damn hot too.
To Endymion and knightsun: I really really appreciate and love both of you lots! *huggles* I'm so sorry that my timezone makes me not able to talk to both of you as often as I would like... But when the hols come, I hope to be able to speak to you two more often! ^_^
To Yuki & Ros: Hey you two! I hope you both are making each other very happy. I guess marriage was simply wonderful for you, and I'm glad. Thanks for being pillars of support and angels of comfort. Ros, I'm sorry I hadn't PMed you about the wedding... I've been busy. *hugs*
To Dryek: Thanks so much for all the comfort and advice... You're one of the most level-headed people I've had the good fortune to meet. Please take care of Shuichiro and don't let him down. *smiles* Hope to see you on MSN more often.
To Zanzen: Haven't gotten many PMs from you in some time... hope you're doing ok... And doing the art you so badly want to do. *smiles*
To Toby: Heya! I see the need to stay on Gaia was too great eh. *chuckles* Hope to see you more often too, I know we haven't really talked in some time but damn, I'm really busy. *hugs* Thanks for being such a wonderful friend! And I should've kidnapped you! *kidnaps*
To Lumi: Yo dude. You are da hawts. *smiles and kidnaps also* Don't doubt your prettyfulness ya? I'll be fine I think... thank you so much for always being there, and your sig pic rawks! *nod nod* ...so does mine. *sticks out tongue just like the piccie in your sig*
Oh please do comment. *smiles* But if you do, please don't mention too much. Thanks.
AngelRaz · Fri Sep 16, 2005 @ 02:53am · 6 Comments |