there are those times in life when all seems to fail. and all you can do is stand and watch as all you know and love comes crashing down around you. then later on in life you realize that you didn't do all that you could to stop my world from crashing in and killing me...no regrets right?
and you (you know who you are) I will always be be suportive of the decisions you make. the friends you chose, people you date, things that make you happy. but just because I suport it doesn't mean that I would have chosen the same rout to happyness. because I wish w/ all my heart that I could be the one to make you happy. and I can't make you make me be that person. but I can try to perswade you into it. I love you and I have spent the last 6 hoursthinking of what I would say tot you to try and get my point across. then I realized. it doesnt matter anymore. i don't mean like that. what should I be afraid of how you should react. and I shouldn't be scared because I would be myself and do what my heart tells me to. and my heart tells me to go after you one last time. to try and perswade you to be w/ me. because later on in life I will look back and think "I didn't do all that I could to be with Linnea" and it will be hurtful to think that. so for the next...peroid of time I will do my best and give it my all and know if we don't end up together, I tried my best.
love you forever and for allways
Kalsbrad · Thu Sep 04, 2008 @ 01:53pm · 0 Comments |