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...I just found out recently that my great grandmother mey only have two-six months to live. It shcoked me very badly since she practically raised me herself. I never thought this day would come, but sadly she has to move on. She been living for 96 years...and each since then has been getting harder and harder to take care of her. I know I will miss her when she passes on...but there will be a deep whole in my heart from the fact that I'll never her voice again....I need to be strong for my mom...and most of all I need to be strong for myself. I don't want to go back into deep depression...when thought's of killing mysefl was the only way out. My dad mangae to talk some since in me...but I know it's going to beeven harder after my Greatgranfmother leaves me...I just hope I'm strong for myself.