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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
Trying some new things
1. I've done homework pretty consistently, and started doing it earlier.

2. Spoke up in Algebra.

3. Spoke to GB! (on IM) It was more like a lecture, but that counts.


Today wasn't that outstanding, but I don't remember being mad about anything. Good, no?

And I REALLY like Web Team. I want that class to be my escape. You can make anything you want, and there's no homework or teacher bugging the crap out of you (because Mr. Krill is just that awesome).

And I haven't gone over the deep end (or fallen more off it than I did in the previous days).

I guess...I'm trying to try. And care about stuff, I suppose. Except it's all feeling kind of monotonous and fake, so I'm wondering when the reality is going to come WHOOSHING in and make everything real.

...I really want to go to a Slipknot concert. Savannah said you lose your hearing for three days even after wearing ear plugs. biggrin

All I ever really wanted was to take the blame
I will go down in HISTORY and not in flames..






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Dexaa
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commentCommented on: Wed Sep 10, 2008 @ 04:06am
i did sense your lifting mood today at lunch, it was relaxing.


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