I was talking to a friend, who said they were afraid of death. I told them death, the thought of dying, doesn't scare me. I then told them what I was afraid of...
I'm afraid of being alone, I'm afraid of people in geral. I'm afraid of face to face socializing, I'm afraid of fire, I'm afriad of suffocating, I'm afriad of drowning. I'm afriad of rejection, I'm afriad of being judged, I'm afraid of spiders, snakes, bats, and most bugs, I'm afraid of creepy noises in the dark, I'm afaid of not being perfect, I'm afaid of myself, and I'm agaid of people who are angry inside, I'm afraid of things with sharp teeth, and I'm afraid of my obsession with blodd and sharp objects, I'm afraid of yelling and screaming, i'm afraid of not being liked, i'm afraid of belts, I'm afraid of men you raise thier hands even if its just to touch my face softly, I'm afriad of fireworks, I'm afriad of seizures, I'm afriad walking alone in the dark, I'm afraid of walking out side alone in gerneral, I'm afraid of malls, schools, anyplace where people gather is very large groups, i'm afraid os fight places, I'm afraid of very open spaces, I'm afraid of spirits and ghosts, I'm afraid complete darkness, i'm afraid of becoming blind or color blind, I'm afraid of loosing my ability to draw, i'm afraid of never walking again, I'm afraid of letting people in or get close to me emotionaly and mentaly, I'm afraid of being touched in general, I'm afraid of drivng, I'm afraid of pain not caused by myself, I'm afriad of being me around certian people, I'm afraid of what others think, I'm afraid of becomming broken mentaly and physicly, i'm afraid of heights, I'm afraid of falling, I'm afraid of moving fast, i'm afriad of surprises and not knowing what comes next, I'm afraid of fighting and violence, porceline dolls, heights, Zombies and or being eatin alive, cannibals, people leaving me, being left behind, going crazy, drunks, raw meat, getting sick,loosing my comfort zone.....
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