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So I told Kasey about the dream I had. No specifics, just that I dreamt that she and Christian got together and it made me sad. Then I also told her that I sometimes see Christian looking at her, so I was insecure that maybe he liked her when I liked him.
She said not to worry about it, because she doesn't think of Christian that way, and she doesn't think he thinks that way about her. But then she poked fun at me all day and told me I should tell him how I feel. I agree with her, as it clears up this big secret between he and I, but I still need to find an opportune time to tell him. I was actually going to tell him today after school, but then Camile (DAMN YOU, WOMAN!) came riding up on her bike and I paid attention to her too, and I wasn't going to tell him right there because it would have been embarrassing with her there too. Then, the evil little Asian decides to make a comment!
Scenario:
Christian, Camile and I are walking towards where she and Christian were going to hang out. I said, "Hey, you know, I kinda have to catch my bus," and Camile says "So why are you hanging out here still?" And I said "Because I like you people!"
She puts her feet on her bike pedals and says "You just like Christian" and starts pedaling. She and I both laugh, but I'm embarrassed a whole bunch so I grab her neck and hug her and call her a b***h and laugh and we all have fun. Then I say "Okay, bye guys!" and they say bye and I get on the bus.
Confessing love is hard. confused