There are two things I hate in life. 1-school and 2- being emo. Being emo at school just makes it worse. Is it even possible for me to be emo?? I don't stab or cut myself, but I do in my dreams..... like my best friend dies in my dream and i think, "Why did it happen to me?" and then think and slice myself on the wrist and almost die myself. Then when I wake up, it hurts on my wrist and I look down at it to find that it is cut in that exact same spot as it was in my dream. It wasn't all bloody and deep like in the dream, but still there.
And then when I go to school there's tons of bullying going on. In my dreams I f*** them, and maybe that's why I cut myself. Idk. And then there's Scott Mullins....... ohhhhhhhh if hes on here and reads what I'm about to write he will kill me.... So I'm just not gonna write it..... cause he's probably on here....... No, he's too interested in runescape which everyone thought was cool. I joined, and quickly got bored of it.
I guess that's all for a school day.... my weekend entries aren't much longer, but I think I'm done writing and I'm going to stop..... obviously.
*As I close the journal, I look up to the ceiling and sigh.*
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I can't write
Wtf was I doing as a kid help me get help from those darn professionals I can't take this anymore slap me
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