Lost,confused, dieing slowly inside, wondering where to go next. In pain on the inside, but not physical, emotional, Just wanting, wanting to go away, sit in a quiet place, draw and write for a long time, about 2-3 days sounds nice, just out in the Forest, DEEP inside it, away from it all, quiet, peaceful. Hopefully come back and have it better, but not likely, just be the same. Everyday, everytime, everwhere, its all the same, same feelings most the time, same thoughts always, same people, nothing new, I need that new feeling, something out of the ordinary, something to break away from all of this, someone...something....please, help.... cry
