Crying
I hate the really ugly face that I make right before crying that, makes me feel even more like s**t. I hate when I can't cry because I don't want anyone to hear me. I hate when I'm crying over something that seems stupid to cry over but I can't stop. I hate when my crying makes other people feel bad for me, or just bad in general. I hate it when people try to care, seriously, I'm crying I just need a moment. I don't really want to be comforted by anyone unless your extremely close to me, and I mean like closer to me than my parents. Its ok to ask me if I'm ok when its all over though <3
I'm going to move onto the things I like about crying now, I might jump back up and add some more to the things I dislike later though.
I like being able to cry and smile at the same time. I like crying over something worth crying over, it proves to myself that I really care. I like the release when I can really let go. I like when I can get myself to do something stupid by converting my sadness into anger. Like that time I ******** up my face really bad doing a double front flip rofl . I like when a good song, story, or video, and invoke that much emotion in order to get me to cry, especially if I can relate to it.
I wish I could cry with you Megan, but I think I'm the only one who's still crying.
[10 minutes] - For Serious wink
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, AND THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU THAT SENT ME A GIFT!
Gifts:
edokitty - Stylish Ocher Winter Boots
dark_wave_chick - Birthday Cupcake
Umaeril - 10k
Zeeky110 - 20k
I edited and uploaded this last night...
It makes me so sad to see it, I miss it so bad <3<3<3
