Ah. Silence. To some extent.
All I can hear is the Lullaby. Or what I thought was the Lullaby.
I found out that the song that managed to take my mind off everything...Even her....Isn't the song at all.
I'm not bothered enough to look the acctual name up right now.
I feel empty right now. So empty.
Just like the most pitiful dreature in the world should feel....
So lost. My mind is racing with thoughts.
So many thoughts.
My eyes feel empty. Like they can't see anything anymore.
I'm tyring so hard to forget. But what I'm forgetting...Is hard to explain.
Am I trying to forget HER?
Am I trying to forget how misrable my life is?
Am I trying to forget the little happiness I once had?
Creatures of Sin she said. Creatures of Sin. Creatures of SIN.
Darkend thoughts. Darkend mind.
I look away to see nothing of what I wish to see.
I see nothing. Nothing but the grace of Death.
I wish to cry the pain away.
But what the use if salt only stings the wounds.
Crearues of Sin. Creatures of Sin.
If I close my eyes would that make it better?
Doubtable.
I doubt so many things.
Even the emptiness I feel.
I am a Creature of Sin.
Sin. Sin. Sin.
An empty Sin that shows no boundry of the level of hell I will be sent to.
Empty Sin. Empty Sin.
Nothing but empty eyes.
Let me see something!
Something that can fix it all!
Something that can end it!
A Blade?
No.
Rope?
No.
Arsenic?
No.
Is there nothing?
I wish not to die.
Know that if you are reading this.
Sleep.
I can sleep.
Another dreamless sleep.
One final escape from the world of the most pitiful creature.
But to escape what is the final question.
If we are all Creatures of Sin, then won't we all go to Holy Land?
All I can hear is the Lullaby. Or what I thought was the Lullaby.
I found out that the song that managed to take my mind off everything...Even her....Isn't the song at all.
I'm not bothered enough to look the acctual name up right now.
I feel empty right now. So empty.
Just like the most pitiful dreature in the world should feel....
So lost. My mind is racing with thoughts.
So many thoughts.
My eyes feel empty. Like they can't see anything anymore.
I'm tyring so hard to forget. But what I'm forgetting...Is hard to explain.
Am I trying to forget HER?
Am I trying to forget how misrable my life is?
Am I trying to forget the little happiness I once had?
Creatures of Sin she said. Creatures of Sin. Creatures of SIN.
Darkend thoughts. Darkend mind.
I look away to see nothing of what I wish to see.
I see nothing. Nothing but the grace of Death.
I wish to cry the pain away.
But what the use if salt only stings the wounds.
Crearues of Sin. Creatures of Sin.
If I close my eyes would that make it better?
Doubtable.
I doubt so many things.
Even the emptiness I feel.
I am a Creature of Sin.
Sin. Sin. Sin.
An empty Sin that shows no boundry of the level of hell I will be sent to.
Empty Sin. Empty Sin.
Nothing but empty eyes.
Let me see something!
Something that can fix it all!
Something that can end it!
A Blade?
No.
Rope?
No.
Arsenic?
No.
Is there nothing?
I wish not to die.
Know that if you are reading this.
Sleep.
I can sleep.
Another dreamless sleep.
One final escape from the world of the most pitiful creature.
But to escape what is the final question.
If we are all Creatures of Sin, then won't we all go to Holy Land?
