"Heart"
Heart; racing, beating
Slow then fast
This happens every time they met
They wonder if it will last
Heart; cracking, breaking
This is the game of love
First it give you a little shake,
Then it starts to shove
Heart; bleeding, broken
This cant be fixed
It was over when the words were spoken
Sometimes she wants, once again, to be six
Heart; disappearing, gone
There's no turning back
What have you done?
Do you both understand what you'll lack?
Heart...what heart?
It's gone, never to again beat
My heart and I have parted
Didn't I mention that all along I have accepted defeat?
((just what's happening...what I'm feeling...not surprising really.I might put another one up if I feel like it...so yea, hope you enjoy))
"He has..."
He has a face so sad
But it's so handsome
I want to make him smile so bad
He has my heart at randsome
I had a face so sad
But that was before him
I want to be with him so bad
He has me at his every whim
He has eyes so dark
But they're so full of life
I want to make them spark
He destroys the strife
I had eyes so dark
But that was before he came along
I want him to make my heart spark
He has to sing me a song
He has a heart so cold
But it still beats for soemthing
I want to make him very bold
He has me under his wing
I had a heart so cold
But that was before he warmed my soul
I want him to make me more bold
He has to reach his goal
We are two souls meant to be
Our love will never end
And even though you fail to see
Our hearts will never again have to mend
((about my love ^^))
"'had'"
How can you love me?
I've done too many wrongs
Why cant you see?
It has been too long
You tell me I'm beautiful everyday
How can you understand what you're saying?
You must be lieing; I'm too fat
How can you let me love you?
This isn't right you know
Do I get to lie too?
But that doesn't make you stop making me go "woah"
I tell you how handsome you are
Is it so wrong to tell you how I feel?
No matter how close or far
Are you really making this empty space fill?
This forbidden love thing...how do we know it's going to last?
Well, I meet this so badly
Do you think it will end in a flash?
If you leave you'll be one more "had"
((. . .))
"Him"
Why am I here?
I should be dead already
This pain isn't normal
Is something wrong with me?
There's something missing; I know it
But no matter what I do I cant fill this empty void
Will it ever go away?
I only feel whole when I'm with HIM
He makes the pain go away
The empty feeling; the void goes away when he kisses me
His hugs make me melt
His voice is that of an angels
But once he's gone...
It all comes back
I want to stay with him forever
But...will that ever happen?
((I wrote this in science class when I had some extra time on my hands and I was thinking about why I was here and s**t like that...hope u like it anyways))
"Lose you"
I cant lose you
(Not again)
We've been through too much for this to happen
(But I guess this is it)
There's no going back
(I don't want to lose you)
It's too late for that
(I cant live through that once more)
I understand why you want to go
(But do you need to?)
That's one thing I've always known
(I'm not going to shoo)
I love you too much
(Stay with me)
I'll miss your touch
(Please don't tease)
Go, it's fine
(They'll understand)
It's your time
(I understand)
((I know where this came from but let's just say it's random...wrote this in L.A. class when i was bored and thinking about something ))
"Chime"
It's breaking my heart
Don't you understand
It has been this way from the start
I'm slipping away like sand
Yet at the same time you make everything heal
Can you at least see that part?
Don't worry you haven't went for the kill
You are saving me and my heart
Hold me in your arms
Please, it's the only way
Smile with all you charm
Then as me that question on a special day
I love you more than my soul
If you have to go, leave now
Or when you do leave it will take it's toll
You love me is a big "how?"
Kiss me one last time
I want it to last forever
But when I hear that chime
I'll find my way back to you because I'm quite cleaver
((. . .))
"Friend no longer"
Why do I trust you still?
You've done me so many wrongs
Yet you haven't been able to really kill
But then again, I think it's been a little too long
Why does it hurt to see you now?
I should be over it...but I'm not
For some reason there's a crease in my brow
It feels like my heart has been shot
Why cant I let this go?
It should be easy, yet I keep holding on
I just wish you understood this pain or would at least know
But it doesn't matter since it's almost dawn
Why dont you care?
I've cared for you time and time again
I've taken all the pain I can possibily bare
But I guess we're no longer friends
Why am I crying?
I shouldn't care this much...
You've hurt me to the point where I want to die
I guess I will no longer feel your helping touch
I still trust you after all of this
After all the things you put me through
Just know it's you I will sincerly miss
But I guess I should've knew...
It still hurts to see you everyday
I cant get over this...you were my best friend...
Everything's wrong these days
Just know this wound will NEVER mend
I still cant let you go
Even though I've let you go...I still wait for your return
Maybe you'll understand if I would let my feelings show
You've left me in hell to burn
I still dont understand your unkindness towards me
Though ,let me tell you, I will always care
I dont get how you still cant see
My heart will forever have a tare
The tears wont stop
I'm not sure if it's stupidity or my pain
Either way you've let all hope in life drop
Just know if you decided to come back...I wont be sane
((. . .not much to say. . .I think it explains itself. . .but if you dont get it. . .let's just say I've been hurt and betrayed beyond repair. . . ))
"Missing you"
I miss all the fun times and laughs
I miss all the tears and pain
I miss all the little fights and the making up
I miss everything so very much
I wish it didn't end this way
I wish we didn't have to go seperate paths
I wish I could still call you my friend
I wish this pain would just fade away
I know things will never be the same
I know that it's all my fault
I know I'm the one to blame
I know it wasn't meant to be this way
I show myself what I've done
I show you so you can understand
I show myself the wrongs I've commited
I show you the pain so strong
Understand that I miss you
Understand that I wish it could go back to the way it was
Understand that I know what I've done wrong
Understand that I only show you so you can understand
Will you miss me?
(I miss you. . .)
Will you wish with me?
(I'll wish with you. . .)
Will you forgive me?
(I cant forgive myself. . .)
Will you understand?
(I understand you. . .)
((she's done me wrong, I've done her wrong. . .
I'm sorry, I dont know if she is
I miss her, I dont know if she does
I wish for her to come back, I dont know if she does
I know what i've done wrong, I dont know if she'll forgive me
I understand why she's doing this, I dont know if she understand me. . .
I've been betrayed and I have betrayed. . .what now? ))
 miroku fan 101 · Sat Sep 20, 2008 @ 05:46pm · 0 Comments |
