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It really gets to me....!
Why no one can be honest to me. I have to be taken care of delicately. Like I'm some fragile moron. No one can come up to me and say things to my face. Is it because I'll get back in your face as well? Right now I'm in college and things are so/so. I'm looking for a job and people around me know it. I get things to do, only things that I can do by my own power. I get an offer to do something to help someone I'm happy to be of help. I got an offer, and then when I ask about it later. I get some bullsh*t excuse about taxes! If it's true then let it be so! I will trust people to their ability. When I find out later someone else is going to help that person. I GET SO EVER F*CKING PISSED OFF! Can I say anything about it no! Why because everyone around me wants me to behave and act accordinly! <--- Sorry if I mispelled that last word. So I have to be happy and nice to whoever I encounter. All this coddling me or others ticks me off. Why can't anyone back up their B.S! I have so much going here, but so little to show for it. I'm in a rut, broke, jobless, barely making the grades in math. I'M F*CKING PISSED OFF! They can have their f*cking tea and damn cavity enriched cake right now this very instant! I hope they enjoy every last f*cking bite! Years from now, I'll be laughing my a** off and enjoying my happiness in everyway! Right now I'm building my campaign up for my happiness. I like to see how many teeth they lose when they're yanked out of their mouths. Such a day that will be biggrin !
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