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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
Saints of Los Angeles
In Web Team we have our first big project (making a "website" as in, a grouping of several sites) and I decided to make mine on Motley Crue. >_>

It's hot. cool

Today felt extremely meloncholy and I had no (close) friends to talk to (for the most part) so I felt distant.  I can't really remember what happened in any of my classes besides the fact I hit Malcolm on the head for blocking my way when we were playing soccer in Euro, and that I went inchworming into the pond on my hands in Bio trying to get frog eggs (we were unsuccessful).

But after school:

Worked out in the fitness room for two hours.  Ran a mile, biked for thirty-five minutes listening to Farmer John and some kid next to me talk about fireworks and bicycle accidents, and lifted a couple weights.

Changed into normal clothes.

Went outside, where some "boderline lesbian" girl assaulted me.  She said she A) loved my Twilight shirt, B) loved me, C) thought I was hot, and D) would have raped me if she knew me better.

e_e

Then she put her arm around me but I felt to weak and zoned-out to start yelling at her.  When she finally let me go (after I told her I was straight (I mentioned that I hadn't been able to go to GSA today, and she got this hopeful look on her face as she asked me if I was a lebian...)) I went and talked to Matt P. for a while as he explained his mother was late and the reason he stayed after school was for interact club, which his mother made him sign up in.  I'm like, "Matt, when do you NOT do what your mom tells you to do?"  Then the wimp leaves because his mummy drives up.  stare

Then on the late bus JoJo spends the entire time trying to entertain me and asking me questions and stuff.  He thinks my name is Shelby but I didn't correct him.  Maybe I just like being called Shelby, because then it feels like she's not that far away anymore.  Or maybe it's the feeling that I almost had an un-biological twin. He asked me if I was going to homecoming, then said, "I'm not asking you out or anything, just wondering."

>_>

What, did other people interpret it like that?  Because I wasn't even thinking in that direction, no joke.  Or maybe I'm just being weird again, not thinking like a normal person who would expect to be asked out (even by a kid four feet tall).

Went home and took a nap, but I'm still tired.

Not hungry anymore, though.






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[-Stefan-]
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commentCommented on: Fri Sep 26, 2008 @ 02:27am
I'M DUMB SHE'S A LESBIAN

yes it's really so relevant that I have to say it twice

Yay Weezer


commentCommented on: Fri Sep 26, 2008 @ 10:58pm
Why, oh, WHY didn't I stay after?? I wish I'd seen you getting hit on by a lesbian rapist, who obviously doesn't know how to play hard to get.



Weaselletta
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bushy_haired_freak
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commentCommented on: Sun Sep 28, 2008 @ 05:18pm
e_e


commentCommented on: Sun Sep 28, 2008 @ 06:16pm
You got molested? Sorry, that's uncomfortable. Did she tell you she'd rape you if she knew you better, or was that an educated guess?
Wow, I'm surprised JoJo still remembers my name and associates it with poofy hair! I'm really trying to visit this summer, I'm prepared to beg and sob to my parents if that's what it takes. mrgreen
hmm, You and JoJo? Sounds weird, I like it.... Just kidding. xd I wouldn't have interpreted it as that either, but apparently, I have problems noticing romantic feelings lately, so I wouldn't take my word for it. sweatdrop



In2thedarkness18
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bushy_haired_freak
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commentCommented on: Sun Sep 28, 2008 @ 06:43pm
See? You ALWAYS think like me.


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