So i'll cry alone again
Wondering just what it is i am doing
Washed away by the tormenting sorrow
Buried by the smothering snow
I will be stuck here long enough that it will leave me dead
The things i dread and these words i speak
Watch out for me because i am not what i seem
I would sooner sever these ties
If it meant i would actually begin to fly
The blood pours into a wonderful pool
As i lay as the undying fool
I panic
I worry
I'll walk alone and become the insane
And i don't think that will ever change
Everything repeats.
Be it the heart
Or the history that we walk around on
Skipping to the beat that no one knows
And waiting for it all to crumble in
Dancing with death
Awaiting salvation
I wish i was somewhere else
Than stuck in repeating redemption
I'm still falling
Wondering when i will reach the end.
I would leave if i could
But i was told to stay again
I was meant to stay
I was told to stay
I was TOLD to stay!!!
No one can save me
No one can free me
For they would only get in the way
Even though i want them to stay
I'd just end up pushing them away
In my own..... over sensitive way...
Or end up pulling them under
Into this hole with me......
Wondering just what it is i am doing
Washed away by the tormenting sorrow
Buried by the smothering snow
I will be stuck here long enough that it will leave me dead
The things i dread and these words i speak
Watch out for me because i am not what i seem
I would sooner sever these ties
If it meant i would actually begin to fly
The blood pours into a wonderful pool
As i lay as the undying fool
I panic
I worry
I'll walk alone and become the insane
And i don't think that will ever change
Everything repeats.
Be it the heart
Or the history that we walk around on
Skipping to the beat that no one knows
And waiting for it all to crumble in
Dancing with death
Awaiting salvation
I wish i was somewhere else
Than stuck in repeating redemption
I'm still falling
Wondering when i will reach the end.
I would leave if i could
But i was told to stay again
I was meant to stay
I was told to stay
I was TOLD to stay!!!
No one can save me
No one can free me
For they would only get in the way
Even though i want them to stay
I'd just end up pushing them away
In my own..... over sensitive way...
Or end up pulling them under
Into this hole with me......
