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~*Showing your true colors on Myspace.
When i first came to CCA, i thought every students mind in the school was corrupted with strict religous rules. No cursing, no gossip, no slut-fashion, just study and love god. Oh. Plus stay a virgin till marriage.
I guess i was wrong then. They cursed a little, and were perverted. Some had a somewhat sluttish fashion, no one ever stopped them. Also there's like one 8th grader who lost her virginity to her 16 year old boyfriend during the summer. [[you never heard that from me.]]
So my second time at CCA, all of those were crossed out. They were normal. But i only thought they didn't cuss alot, nor did they go over the limit of their own comfort zone.
I was wrong again. Beyond everything i could imagine, it was huge. Myspace, it was well, them. They, were different. I basically covered my eyes of what comments I read, or laughed.
Tanner didn't reply, he never does, to Trevor. Trevor got sick of waiting and commented:
'Respond you WHORE.'
Heh. Nice. Pictures they have. Erms. They edit it. It's so sexual and Gay, it's like worse than Yaoi. Just looking at the pictures and reading what they said made yaoi actually look better and safer. I made me want to stop what i was doing and grab some stupid yaoi comic, or watch any yaoi series. It was gay porn!
They said, 'Suck my d**k,' and What up n-----?! i had to cover that. I didn't want any african americans to get mad at me. Seriously. Some day some gangster kids are going to beat up Trevor and Kenny for saying the N word all the time.
There's this dude name Nathan, one of Trevor's or Kenny's friends who cursed alot. Example:
'Stay away from me you MotherF**ker, you n*egro loving peice of sh*t! Why don't you go f**k a man. Oh, that's right cuz you don't have a f**king p***s! Thats right b*tch, i went there you motherf**ker!'
If you think that's bad, oh man, just read the other ones. That was from memory, it isn't even close to that! Ohmigawd. I thought i cursed baaaad. But maaaan, wtf?!
So, i'm thinking, if i were to go out of the school with them i would be hearing alot. Their gay jokes and peverted crap, is like over the top for me. I think i was like mind ******** or something, that was some weird crap. I read sooo much. Plus i was talked about a bit by them during the summer. It seemed Trevor did have like this big crush on me or something, but i took so little interest in him i didn't even notice. But this isn't surprising, Kenny is getting all the support. Kenny loves, Jamie. The really nice pretty girl, and all the 8th graders are like, 'Yea! Score her man!!!;
Oh jeez.
Plus i even made a conversation with the Tiffany girl. The very dumb girl. She's nice at times, well. She is. You just have to bear with her dumbness. She has the gift of Paris Hilton. Her brain.
Oh some events coming up that i'm looking forward to is Sammi's 8th grade project. Um. Modeling or fashion photography stuff. I'm selected to be her model, and i guess i'm gonna do it. Make her happy, and repay her for alot of things in the past. I know i'm going to do a horrible job because, i don't have that much modeling experience. I mean, if you see my Thai modeling pictures i did in Thailand. I looked very pretty, but the make-up i went through hurt like hell. There's like more than one person working on you. I hope i don't need to wear make-up. Um. But i was given so much directions for posing. Ugh.
I hope Erik does it with me! We'll wear bathing suits and embrace each other under a waterfall! OK, never mind that. . . that was a bit of an imagination i had. Haha. Speedo. Erms, OK, done. I'll be preparing myself and pose in the mirror! I better look good in those pictures, because that'd be going in my myspace!
But mostly, i'm afraid i might fall in dangerous heels i would be given.
 NinteyDegrees_South · Tue Sep 30, 2008 @ 01:11am · 2 Comments |
