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I'm still kinda worn out. Couldn't really concentrate today. Should've gone bathing yesterday at once. Curiosity sucks.
Trying to drink some Vodka to get a little dizzy.
Wish I could see him today, don't wanna go to the cinema. I'll probably fall asleep anyway.
Cried so hard yesterday, couldn't sleep. Eyes hurt. Arm hurts. And my heart's aching badly.
I'm so...disappointed. It hurts so much, becuase I love him so much.
...Probably overreacting, anyway, but still...