I have an assignment coming up. I'm part of a team of five, and though we're all supposed to work together, only two of us seem to know what we're doing, and I'm the self-proclaimed second in command. And having no books about the subject in hand, I am completely dependent on the Internet. Unfortunately, the Internet is full of distractions and I tend to get carried away very easily. It is like alcohol to me, as you see. Besides, this will be very hard to handle indeed, considering that I do have a yearly thesis to write as well. But the 25-page limit for that one removes a bit off the stress off me. The topic is also more interesting as well.
I've been also having rather unpleasant dreams involving my family, mostly about everyone getting involved in a project of sorts, me, and only me, upsetting the apple cart with a stupid little mistake and then everything going haywire. I am then blamed for the whole thing. I should definitely tell my shrink about these dreams, since this has happened at least twice, and the premise is always the same. It's only the setting that changes. Maybe I need to go up to a 50 mg dose of my antidepressant. Currently, I'm taking 25 mg.
If you can help me, I'll appreciate it. Not like you'll ever bother to. I'm just babbling a conclusion for this entry...
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