ok, well im sposed to be taking a math test right now, but i talked my mom into letting me miss first period so i could study.... well, the studying is not going so good....
last night i fell asleep after realizing i couldnt do any of the problems on the ws we were given(the ws that is non-optional) so today i woke up and IT HIT ME.... i heard my backpack and stuff land on the floor when i woke up, my tv had come on(i have it preset so if i wake up around 5:30, case closed will be on and it can help me stay awake).... so, my stuff landed in the floor and i thought about it for a few minutes thinking that i had studied and everything was in my backpack out in the hall(none of that was true) .... and i was filled with stress, anxiousness, and depression.... then i was bothered by my "dad" who after a few minutes of me yelling at him left.... leaving my door open.... so i yelled at him and a little while later he shut it back.... then my mom came.... and after she left, i got the brilliant idea of staying home and trying to learn it all instead of going to first period.... but my mom rarely ever says yes to anything of that nature.... but i asked her anyways and at first she said no then a few seconds later she said sure, just dont yell at us.... and so i got to miss first period(i dont miss it one bit, but im not going today).... im sposed to be studying but i felt compelled to write this since i still cant figure anything out....
o and while i was in the kitchen actually eating breakfast for once, my mom is asleep, it suddenly occurred to me, that because its blockday(i knew it was and i knew all that stuff) i most likely wont hafta talk to mrs. derossette until friday.... woohoo thats 2days to study for my test as apposed to the no days.... hmm.... i want more breakfast.... so ima gonna go.... get some food.... mmmm.... and then maybe get dressed.... and um.... pack up my stuff except for some math stuff.... and uh yeah....
p.s. IM FREEZING MY a** OFF RIGHT NOW.... DAMN OUR HOUSE IS COLD IN THE FALL.... that must be why i dont like fall.... or winter.... or spring..... and summer is too hot.... the only time of year i like is when summer begins to become fall(when its still summer, the end of august, but it is getting pretty close to fall) so pretty much the middle of august until the middle of september.... *sigh* i wish it were summer vacation again....
Unni Ineo · Wed Sep 28, 2005 @ 12:33pm · 1 Comments |