ok.... well, im really depressed.... so im trying to drown my sorrows in chocolate cookies.... o and my "grandma" is here cuz she had surgery and my "mom" has already annoyed the hell out of me and she doesnt know about my grades yet.... why im so depressed? lets seeeee..... interum report math-76% anatomy-91% comp sci-50% drawing and painting-91% english-96% latin-100% 3-d studio-99%
plus i made up the math test that i "missed" .... yeah.... pretty sure i didnt even get a 50% on that.... and i failed my vocab quiz in anatomy cuz i slept all day and night yesterday instead of doing hw.... god and ya know what really pisses me off? whitney was complaining because she had almost all b's and only 1 a.... i know that her parents are strict about grades, but that will only hurt her for a short while.... mine could kill my future.... so yeah.... not to mention im one of those people who has a lot of difficulty giving up or failing or even just trying to make things easier....
yeah and i just wanna be alone to wallow in failure.... i wish that i could just freeze time long enough to sort things out.... unfortunately i doubt either of the two are gonna happen anytime soon.... and i wanna cry, but i cant .... dammit failure hurts like hell gonk crying gonk crying
Unni Ineo · Fri Sep 30, 2005 @ 09:41pm · 1 Comments |