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I guess I'm just in one of those moods.....


Won't Wait


You said you loved me,
Said you needed me,
Wanted me!
And would stay with me!
Said I was perfect,
You called just to hear me breath,
I told myself I wouldn't,
But once again I believed.
Your honesty,
Astonished me!
I should have known,
You were just playing me!
You said:
I don't want to make you upset,
Baby,
I don't want to make you sad,
Baby.
But she says she loves me,
She needs me,
Wants me.
Says she should have stayed with me.
You said,
You're giving it another go.
You said:
I still love you,
Baby.
That you should know,
Baby.
If this doesn't work out,
I'll still have you.
But guess what?
******** you!
You don't know,
What you're putting me through!
What I've felt,
What I've been through!
So I think
You should know,
I'm through with waiting!
Hating and blaming!
You gave me your heart,
And took it right back!
Mine's lost to me.
It's fallen apart!
You say:
Baby,
Let's be friends.
You're the best thing,
Best damn thing,
To happen to me.
I'm a long,
Long time.
Baby!
Then why are you leaving me?
Deserting me?
Betraying me?!
How can you expect me,
To just sit here?
Like a statue,
Stiff and pretty?
Waiting?!
I can't do it.
I won't do it!
You won't be the reason,
For me to go through it!
******** you!
You don't know,
What you're putting me through.
What I've felt.
What I've lived through!
So go ahead,
Come on back!
Baby!
But I won't be here,
I won't be your second best!