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If only someone could see into this broken heart.

Maybe they could find a method how to cure this broken soul.

If only I could find that one person that could help fix my broken heart.

I need someone to hold and be held.

Maybe I could find that feeling.

The feeling that I’m needed and loved.

But no one seems to care.

I need someone to hold me I really don’t care who.

I just need someone.

If only I could find someone that could stay with m, hold me, care for me.

All I had went up in a puff of smoke.

Over a fight.

I’m not sure why I fight.

It always seems so pointless.

But I fight anyways.

Most of the time it is out of confusion.

Other than that its for my family.

But it always seems so pointless.

I’ve lost so much over fighting.

I wish I could stop fighting but if I stop I will never get by in life.

I just need that one person that will comfert me.

But I will never find that true bliss.

It always seems like I find it but it ends in disaster.

I feel like I’ve been stabed in the heart by me ex’s.

I wish I could take my life and end all the problems.

But I don’t because of all the people that would care and cry.

I never want to see them in that kind of pain.

I need to let it all out.

But I have no one to turn to and the only one I can think of is never around when I need them.

I need so much but I have so little.

It’s never enough.