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ok lets se... good news first or second? How about first...

Good News:
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I downloaded Maple Story! Goto Mapleglobal.com and get it yourself! It is cool! I't like Ragnorak Online Fused with Sonic the hedgehog, just not with the animals... at it's all free! all of it! *laughs evilly*

If you join or have already joined, and you love me, add Foxmon to your friends list... If you don't know how, press the r key while in the game and then click add friend and type in Foxmon. It's spelled F-O-X-M-O-N.. Yes... Foxmon. At the time of writing this, I was almost level 11 and training to be a warrior. If you have a party, i'd be glad to join it! i love joining parties. Especially sexy parties.... teehee.

OK.. lets see... for the bad news...

Bad Stuff: crying gonk sad crying
As alot of you know, ~Tarquesse and I have bee dating since early to mid August. We've been keeping it a secret from our families for this whole time which has been stressing me out alot. Not only that but I am Bi-sexual witha preferance of men, and well.. Tarq is a girl... And Well... to say the least.. I am undeserving of her. I don't know how to say it to her, and i know she knows b/c she seems angry at me... we don't stay in contact very much and ... *sigh*.. I just find it difficult to feel any emotion above lust towards a girl... And if she reads this, I am so sorry Tarq.. I just don't know how to say it to you... It's not you.. It's me.. It's all me... I have made very bad choices ove rhte past 4 years of my life and many of them have come back to haunt me.. Dating you was not a bad choice, it was.. a ... path of enlightenment. It led me to find what a bad person I am.. I just... don't..... ... I just don't deserve you... And I would call you up to say this.. but i don't know how it'd affect you... I guess the only reasons i started to date you was pure lust and a need for Jordy to go away.... I just don't want to hurt you anymore.. nor let anyone hurt you... Please.. understand... I don't want you to hate me.. or hate anyone else.. I just want you to be happy....

Well there you go.. the bad news... so please... ... crying gonk crying sad