Ok so the heading is a bit odd but i thought is was pretty...
So yes I guess toady is another one of my more...morbid (if you will) days...
I guess I'm shaken up a bit by just the going ons in my home and I have recently been feeling an emptiness and it's been stronger than ever... I wrote some lyrics I'm going to post them...Tell me what you think...
Everything that I am not,
Everything I’ve happen to,
Everything I think about,
Everything, is you
My silent dreams surround me,
Leaving scarred wishes to cloud we
Have only wished for heartbeats
That twisted me to you
Have I ever been so distant?
Have we ever been so far?
Can you only be in my dreams
Or will you break apart my heart
Will you see me lying next to you
Or feel my dim desire
I wan you, I need you
Forever on my heart
Your wicked spiteful b*****d lies
Tantalize my brain
I’ve never felt so cold before
Nothing left to gain
Creations flawless worshippers
Killing my reckless pain
Your speakings wild trued to me
Passive among the day
*Guitar Solo*
Sing/ Scream
Everything that I cannot be/ Nothing there you will not be
Nothing in the light of here / Everything to dark to see
Something wants to kill my fear/ Anything desires for killing me
(Scream) Kill me!
I don’t want to sit and wait for you
Damn it’s my choice
You will be here seeing me die
Hearing my voice
Screaming (Scream: Scream!)
Until your bleeding hearts
Turn upon its retched self
And it will be your misery
Lock the lights, wait for me
And sing until you,
(Scream and Sing) DIE!
*Guitar Solo, {fades to finish}*
Words from my day:
"Pleez xkyuz mai bad speling phor i am a phailyer at liph!"
(If you can't read it)
"-please excuse my bad spelling for i am a failure at life!"
 Kalliope Adrestea · Fri Oct 24, 2008 @ 02:07am · 1 Comments |
