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Every once in a while, we feel left alone... every once in a while, we think that we had all the great friends, but what happen if all of them, just left you out and go on their own way?
This day have really been sad for me, i never thought that i would feel so left out and so sad... Can't call anybody else since all of my friends are all with their other friends... I feel so left out and it just makes me feel worse...
What are the things that really turn you down?
*i don't really know, sometimes i would be hit by this emotions.. There are days that i really wanna cry my heart out.. others i feel like i could be on top of the world.
What do you think makes you feel that way?
*the sun maybe, the people around me.. or simply because, of all the facade i see, wat really lies beneath is that am just alone... I get to hang out with cool people, be with friends, laugh with my family, but there's really something missing in my life that makes me so empty... so ... not there... It might be purpose in life, what am here for? or maybe love? am not really sure... I can't pinpoint that certain thing, that makes me wanna sit in the dark and cry my heart out...
Do you think that maybe your just making these all up? That you just really wanna do something with your time?
* if i have to make something up, I'd rather be happy.. At least by then i won't think of what to do with how am feeling...
How is your relationship with your immediate family?
* Fair i guess...
Do you think it has something to do with them?
*that's the point i don't really know... am just like this big balloon full of nothing but air, i don't know why am so sad all the time, or why am just so plain emotional freak!!!
Are you referring being EMO?
* i hate being termed as emo, emo are losers.. they are so full of themselves and their emotions...
Isn't that what you are?
* no way, emo usually just care about what they feel, and what they THINK they feel... am not like that.. i don't really give a big deal on how i feel, it's just that at times my emotions just gets in the way of my living even if i want it out already, but i can't shake it!!!
Have you even thought for one second that, that's exactly how they feel?
* nope, but maybe some does...
End of disscussion
PIscean Dragon
 Rheigne · Fri Oct 24, 2008 @ 06:35pm · 1 Comments |
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