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The Journey from the Tempest
OMG, it's been a rough ride this entire semester, prior summer months. Idk what I'm doing to myself: unsure if I'm doing the rite thing or not... I have so many doubts, so many worries: if it were not for my love, and supporting friends, idk if I would have made it thus so far. Although, I would have made it w/o them, it would have proven to be much more difficult yet :p I've been frantically running about trying to find a job, and get my grades, and life in order, but it's been more than bumpy: jagged with rocks waiting for me eagerly @ the bottom, and thorns all about my every which way. I've been learning how to become dependent upon others, though, it's still a hard concept for me. My families, almost all, know of my non-virginity, and I'm so glad that they've been taking it well, and accepted that I'm grown and can make my own decision. smile I had to drop a course b/c it was too much of a course load for me to handle with everything else going on, but I'm much happier now and I haven't felt more relieved. ^_^ I had a group interview w/ Circuit City, and I believe it went fairly well, though I'm still hoping to hear from H-E-B, so that I may have an easerier transition with the IRS, though I may not get that either... I'm hoping to start taking jobs related to my major, but rite now, I'll almost settle for anything :/ I'm so gratiful that I've found Andrew: he's helped me through a lot, and has taught me a vast amount of myself and how to handle a variety of subjects biggrin
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