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So I was playing through a possible future conversation with my dad in my head last night...

"...and honestly, as sad as it sounds, that really has always been my absolute biggest fear."

Well then suddenly God decided to step in and interrupt my imagination:

"So face it."

Since then - it hasn't even been 12 hours - I've already had both my moments of determination AND my slightly panicky moments of fear. When my breath quickens a little, and I want to look up at God and say "Honestly now, You can't really expect me..."

But obviously if He expects me to, then I know I certainly can (and probably will) whether I feel like I can or not.